Feelings

I maintain a diary of my feelings using Daylio which I publish to this site daily. I wrote a bit about it on my blog, if you are interested in how and why.

I felt bad

πŸ₯© 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’»
  • I was all depressed because of probably missing out on some decent enough jobs I interviewed for. It’s the first failed final rounds that break your heart. I just bed rotted and moped around.
  • Stayed up late working on my lil AI meal planning app. We’re getting closer, spent a bit of time fighting the library, but I’m getting close now.

I felt good

🏚 🍜 🌿 πŸ“š πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’»
  • Had some intro interviews that I think went okay. I’m hoping that they go somewhere, but who knows.
  • The stock market and the general world is much more turbulent than it needs to be.
  • Rachel made a delicious dinner of steamed sweet potato and tuna steak.

I felt good

πŸ₯© 🍜 πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’» πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ
  • Haven’t journaled for a sec. The big news is that I left my job last week to find something else. I liked working with the team, but we were going through a pivot and I desperately need to be back in person, so this timing really works best for everyone.
  • The job search is going just okay. I thought I would take it easy, but I checked a button in LinkedIn and ALL the recruiters reached out at once. I already have a final round somewhere, but I’m stying grounded and I sorta expect it to take bit to get a final offer.
  • I’m using this time to do some serious studying and upskilling. Reading a lot more about LLMs. Going to meetups again.

I felt meh

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³
  • Very dramatic day at work. Probably gonna get laid off on Monday. Actually kinda happy about it. Market is slightly improving and I have runway.
  • Made buldak chicken with leftover rotisserie chicken. Big hit, happy that I have found a use for rotisserie chicken this week.

I felt good

πŸ₯© πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ 🍜 🌞 πŸ’Ό
  • Went and worked solo in a WeWork. Nothing more lonely than seeing other teams doing things
  • Went to a really fun React meetup. I need to get out more!

I felt good

🏚 πŸ₯© 🎢 πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ πŸ“š πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ
  • Went to a concert with Adam, nice to see him and I very much still miss Brooklyn.
  • Woke up feeling free. I’m 40% certain I’m going to make a big move on Friday and the finality of it is relaxing and exciting.
  • Finished Three Body Problem. I don’t usually read sci-fi, but this was excellent and just the right amount of hard science.

I felt meh

🏚 🍿 🌿 πŸ“š
  • Valentine’s Day! Made tomato soup and watched The Proposal.
  • Work went okay, was able to focus a bit.

I felt bad

🏚 🌿 πŸ“š
  • It’s been a rough 24 hours. I got very frustrated at work. Just unacceptable level of anger on my part. I need to make a change.
  • I have so many mental blocks that it hurts. I need to tear them down so I can deal with reality in a levelheaded way. I cannot get in a time machine and go back to what was, I need to be present and deal with what is. I need to be excited about what is.
  • I did make a nice farro risotto, so that was nice.

I felt good

🏚 πŸ₯© 🍜 πŸ“š
  • Went to a cooking class dinner about fermentation. Very delicious, we loved the beets and black rice gochujang risotto. Left with some ideas.
  • Stopped by Little Island before dinner. Wry beautiful with the layer and untouched snow at dusk.
  • Work went better, I’m chilling out a bit. But it could all still go a little wacky tomorrow.

I felt meh

🏚 πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ 🍜 🌿 πŸ“š πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’»
  • Today was infinitely better than yesterday. For one, I made chilaquiles for dinner. But also, I didn’t have any bouts of crippling anxiety, just generalized anxiety.
  • Wrapped up a lil site update and made a move or two to make my AI bot better.
  • I need to leave the apartment tomorrow, for sure!

I felt awful

🏚 🌿 πŸ“š πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’»
  • Just an all around awful day. I was excited to work, but that notion was dampened about 20 minutes into my first call.
  • First call with my new therapist, I think we will work out just fine.
  • Rachel was in Albany, so the apartment was quiet.

I felt awful

🏚 🌿 πŸ“š πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’»
  • Just an all around awful day. I was excited to work, but that notion was dampened about 20 minutes into my first call.
  • First call with my new therapist, I think we will work out just fine.
  • Rachel was in Albany, so the apartment was quiet.

I felt meh

πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ•Ή 🍜 πŸ“š πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ›’
  • This weekend has been tending to my sick wife and it seems that I have caught whatever she had. Hopefully it’s not too bad!
  • In between existential dread about *gestures around*, I made a pesto that turned out perfect.
  • Stayed up very late on Friday playing around with AI stuff. I’m getting the hang of it, I think.

I felt meh

πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ•Ή 🍜 πŸ“š πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ›’
  • This weekend has been tending to my sick wife and it seems that I have caught whatever she had. Hopefully it’s not too bad!
  • In between existential dread about *gestures around*, I made a pesto that turned out perfect.
  • Stayed up very late on Friday playing around with AI stuff. I’m getting the hang of it, I think.

I felt good

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ“š
  • Was able to hit flow state on some code today and that felt nice.
  • Rachel has been very sick, so trying to support that
  • Made orzo carbonara for dinner, a big easy hit!

I felt good

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ“š
  • Was able to hit flow state on some code today and that felt nice.
  • Rachel has been very sick, so trying to support that
  • Made orzo carbonara for dinner, a big easy hit!

I felt meh

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ 🍜 πŸ“š πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’»
  • The news was paralyzingly bad today
  • Found out I lost 10lbs today!
  • Work is still very ambiguous and feels like pushing the wrong rock up the hill, in a way
  • Made progress on my little menu builder AI app I’m playing around with. It’s gonna work good and actually have personality, I think.

I felt meh

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ 🍜 πŸ“š πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’»
  • The news was paralyzingly bad today
  • Found out I lost 10lbs today!
  • Work is still very ambiguous and feels like pushing the wrong rock up the hill, in a way
  • Made progress on my little menu builder AI app I’m playing around with. It’s gonna work good and actually have personality, I think.

I felt meh

🏚 πŸ“š
  • Just low key annoyed all day. Nobody did anything, it’s just the moon
  • The DeepSeek news has just been too funny
  • Back to work after a very lazy weekend! Really did nothing besides sleep and eat.
  • AI stuff at work is slowly coming into focus.

I felt meh

🏚 πŸ“š
  • Just low key annoyed all day. Nobody did anything, it’s just the moon
  • The DeepSeek news has just been too funny
  • Back to work after a very lazy weekend! Really did nothing besides sleep and eat.
  • AI stuff at work is slowly coming into focus.

I felt rad

πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’» πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ
  • Got my swagger back!
  • Stayed up late getting a v1 of my AI based Paprika menu generator. Learned a bunch and pushed myself to let the machines write the code.
  • Went to the gym early and crushed it!

I felt rad

πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’» πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ
  • Got my swagger back!
  • Stayed up late getting a v1 of my AI based Paprika menu generator. Learned a bunch and pushed myself to let the machines write the code.
  • Went to the gym early and crushed it!

I felt good

🏚 🌿
  • First day upright in basically a week
  • Finally was able to hit flow at work for the first time in what feels like weeks
  • Phone call with Adam was very helpful

I felt good

🏚 🌿
  • First day upright in basically a week
  • Finally was able to hit flow at work for the first time in what feels like weeks
  • Phone call with Adam was very helpful

I felt meh

πŸ₯© πŸ₯‘ 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ
  • Woke up sick and just stayed in bed all day.

I felt meh

πŸ₯© πŸ₯‘ 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ
  • Woke up sick and just stayed in bed all day.

I felt meh

πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί πŸ•Ή 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ
  • Woke up not feeling well and just rested and played games all day
  • The Lions lost πŸ™ At least this feeling is familiar

I felt meh

πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί πŸ•Ή 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ
  • Woke up not feeling well and just rested and played games all day
  • The Lions lost πŸ™ At least this feeling is familiar

I felt good

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ•Ή πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’»
  • Very, umm… eventful day at work.
  • Spent some time in the evening working on my first personal AI/LLM project. It takes my Paprika export of recipes and generates flexible menus and shopping plans. I have the prompt done, need to make it do structured output, build some UI, and build a Paprika client tow write back my changes.

I felt good

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ•Ή πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’»
  • Very, umm… eventful day at work.
  • Spent some time in the evening working on my first personal AI/LLM project. It takes my Paprika export of recipes and generates flexible menus and shopping plans. I have the prompt done, need to make it do structured output, build some UI, and build a Paprika client tow write back my changes.

I felt good

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ•Ή 🍜
  • Felt much better today! Went to work without any (net new) worries and finished up a task that I was struggling with
  • Medication ad just ment has me a little loopy, but not in a bad way
  • Made the NYT Cooking chicken and rice for dinner. A little soupy because brown rice is tricky to cook, but very delicious

I felt good

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ•Ή 🍜
  • Felt much better today! Went to work without any (net new) worries and finished up a task that I was struggling with
  • Medication ad just ment has me a little loopy, but not in a bad way
  • Made the NYT Cooking chicken and rice for dinner. A little soupy because brown rice is tricky to cook, but very delicious

I felt meh

πŸ•Ή 🌿 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ
  • Stayed off my phone all day to limit my stress. Restarted Tears of the Kingdom as I hadn’t touched it since 2023.
  • Met with my doctor and we are going to double one of my meds and hope that helps with the anxiety and then we can tackle the other things.

I felt meh

πŸ•Ή 🌿 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ
  • Stayed off my phone all day to limit my stress. Restarted Tears of the Kingdom as I hadn’t touched it since 2023.
  • Met with my doctor and we are going to double one of my meds and hope that helps with the anxiety and then we can tackle the other things.
  • Cried in the shower. Completely paralyzed with anxiety. Took the day off from work and doubled one of my medications to see if it would help (it did).
  • Decided to shed all inputs, lie in bed and play Zelda while I await a doctor’s appointment later in the day.
  • Cried in the shower. Completely paralyzed with anxiety. Took the day off from work and doubled one of my medications to see if it would help (it did).
  • Decided to shed all inputs, lie in bed and play Zelda while I await a doctor’s appointment later in the day.

I felt good

πŸ₯© πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ πŸ“š πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ›’ 🌞
  • Went shopping in the suburbs with my family!
  • Travel back to the city was mostly chill.

I felt good

πŸ₯© πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ πŸ“š πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ›’ 🌞
  • Went shopping in the suburbs with my family!
  • Travel back to the city was mostly chill.

I felt good

πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ πŸ•Ή πŸ“š πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ
  • Hung out with my sister and nephew all day. He decided he’s gonna be a doctor when he crawled to the stethoscope
  • Made a citrusy bean salad for dinner, everyone liked it
  • Came from behind and beat everyone at Mario Party!

I felt good

πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ πŸ•Ή πŸ“š πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ
  • Hung out with my sister and nephew all day. He decided he’s gonna be a doctor when he crawled to the stethoscope
  • Made a citrusy bean salad for dinner, everyone liked it
  • Came from behind and beat everyone at Mario Party!

I felt good

πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί πŸ•Ή πŸ“š πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ ✈️
  • Day started awfully. Cried in the gym, major depressive episode, took the day off of work.
  • Day ended amazing. Visiting my sister and her baby, so cute. Finish a book on the train ride. OSU wins!

I felt good

πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί πŸ•Ή πŸ“š πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ ✈️
  • Day started awfully. Cried in the gym, major depressive episode, took the day off of work.
  • Day ended amazing. Visiting my sister and her baby, so cute. Finish a book on the train ride. OSU wins!

I felt awful

🏚 🍜 🌿
  • Just going through a rough time. Angry for all the reasons and no reason at the same time
  • Made a delicious beans and leeks dish for dinner

I felt awful

🏚 🍜 🌿
  • Just going through a rough time. Angry for all the reasons and no reason at the same time
  • Made a delicious beans and leeks dish for dinner

I felt meh

🏚 πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ 🍜 🌿 πŸ“š πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ
  • The gym kicked my ass this morning. Learned what β€œevery minute on the minute” stands for πŸ˜‘
  • Too many meetings of people talking past each other. I think I got to the bottom of what we need to do, just need to convince people, though I’m not certain it matters
  • Made really tasty impossible burgers

I felt meh

🏚 πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ 🍜 🌿 πŸ“š πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ
  • The gym kicked my ass this morning. Learned what β€œevery minute on the minute” stands for πŸ˜‘
  • Too many meetings of people talking past each other. I think I got to the bottom of what we need to do, just need to convince people, though I’m not certain it matters
  • Made really tasty impossible burgers

I felt meh

🏚 🍜 🌿 πŸ“š
  • Work was only a little bit stressful, so that’s a win
  • Woke up super groggy after watching my beloved Lions win. Missed my gym class πŸ™

I felt meh

🏚 🍜 🌿 πŸ“š
  • Work was only a little bit stressful, so that’s a win
  • Woke up super groggy after watching my beloved Lions win. Missed my gym class πŸ™

I felt good

🏚 πŸ₯© 🎢 πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ πŸ“š πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Worked a little bit today because things were on fire and I was the arsonist
  • Went to a concert at an artist’s loft, pretty fun
  • Finished Julia, a retelling of 1984, 5/5. Started Kingfish, the biography of Huey Long, enjoying how Louisiana it is

I felt good

🏚 πŸ₯© 🎢 πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ πŸ“š πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Worked a little bit today because things were on fire and I was the arsonist
  • Went to a concert at an artist’s loft, pretty fun
  • Finished Julia, a retelling of 1984, 5/5. Started Kingfish, the biography of Huey Long, enjoying how Louisiana it is

I felt bad

🏚 πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Went for a 5 mile walk this morning. Low key cased an abandoned warehouse, just want to see what’s inside.
  • Work is stressing me out, I always get a little uptight when I have to deal with the money machines.
  • Watched Nightbitch, 5/5

I felt bad

🏚 πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Went for a 5 mile walk this morning. Low key cased an abandoned warehouse, just want to see what’s inside.
  • Work is stressing me out, I always get a little uptight when I have to deal with the money machines.
  • Watched Nightbitch, 5/5

I felt meh

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί 🍜 🌿 πŸ“š πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’» πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ
  • I’m putting in my best at work, meeting deadlines and being responsive and it’s met with… not what I expect. Gonna keep trudging on.
  • Watching CFB during the last hour of work is all the bowl season is about.
  • I’ve completely forgotten how to deadlift 🀦

I felt meh

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί 🍜 🌿 πŸ“š πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’» πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ
  • I’m putting in my best at work, meeting deadlines and being responsive and it’s met with… not what I expect. Gonna keep trudging on.
  • Watching CFB during the last hour of work is all the bowl season is about.
  • I’ve completely forgotten how to deadlift 🀦

I felt rad

πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ 🍜 πŸ“š πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • New Years Day! Decided to come back to journaling daily.
  • OSU won!
  • Made a gochujang roast pork loin with homemade gochugarau sauerkraut Bisquick dumplings. It’s a fun riff on my family’s New Years meal.

I felt rad

πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ 🍜 πŸ“š πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • New Years Day! Decided to come back to journaling daily.
  • OSU won!
  • Made a gochujang roast pork loin with homemade gochugarau sauerkraut Bisquick dumplings. It’s a fun riff on my family’s New Years meal.

I felt good

πŸ₯© 🧹 πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ 🍜 πŸ“š πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ
  • I’m on a tear reading right now. Just finished 2 Caro books and am very close on two other non-fictions.
  • Cooked a nice dinner of chicken thighs au poivre with actual French peppercorns. Ugh so delicious.
  • I started going to a college football bar across the neighborhood to watch OSU games. Nice change of pace and the wings are nice.

I felt good

πŸ₯© 🧹 πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ 🍜 πŸ“š πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ
  • I’m on a tear reading right now. Just finished 2 Caro books and am very close on two other non-fictions.
  • Cooked a nice dinner of chicken thighs au poivre with actual French peppercorns. Ugh so delicious.
  • I started going to a college football bar across the neighborhood to watch OSU games. Nice change of pace and the wings are nice.

I felt meh

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ 🍜 πŸ“š
  • Haven’t journaled in like a year and felt like time to come back.
  • It’s bad, but at least there is some finality in knowing that it’s bad that makes me feel more focused.
  • Updates from the year are like β€œmarriage is a thing you have to garden” and β€œit’s time for new things, as the old things that gave me life don’t anymore”
  • New job has been fun but it’s been hard when it’s in a valley to care. I feel more annoyed at work, but it’s because I personally. care more than the last few spots. I think it’s because I feel I need it to work out.
  • I think I’m going to replace my Twitter consumption with reading books.

I felt meh

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ 🍜 πŸ“š
  • Haven’t journaled in like a year and felt like time to come back.
  • It’s bad, but at least there is some finality in knowing that it’s bad that makes me feel more focused.
  • Updates from the year are like β€œmarriage is a thing you have to garden” and β€œit’s time for new things, as the old things that gave me life don’t anymore”
  • New job has been fun but it’s been hard when it’s in a valley to care. I feel more annoyed at work, but it’s because I personally. care more than the last few spots. I think it’s because I feel I need it to work out.
  • I think I’m going to replace my Twitter consumption with reading books.

I felt rad

πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Decided to take a few weeks off of journaling during my funemployment. I spent a lot of time with family, seeing parts of NYC I hadn’t seen and cooking. I’m very relaxed and excited for…
  • I start my new job tomorrow! I’ll give it a few weeks before I name a name/title, but it’s very much diving into the deep end on something super promising.
  • It’s a new year! My goals are to take 3 months of no drinking, grinding this new job and going to the gym 3x a week. Rachel and I are gonna worksheet more goals on Friday.

I felt rad

πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Decided to take a few weeks off of journaling during my funemployment. I spent a lot of time with family, seeing parts of NYC I hadn’t seen and cooking. I’m very relaxed and excited for…
  • I start my new job tomorrow! I’ll give it a few weeks before I name a name/title, but it’s very much diving into the deep end on something super promising.
  • It’s a new year! My goals are to take 3 months of no drinking, grinding this new job and going to the gym 3x a week. Rachel and I are gonna worksheet more goals on Friday.

I felt good

πŸ₯© πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ›’ 🌞
  • Went to the Remixmas meetup! So nice to see Kadam and other new people!
  • Grocery shopping
  • Nice to hang around with Rachel when she’s off of work

I felt good

πŸ₯© πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ›’ 🌞
  • Went to the Remixmas meetup! So nice to see Kadam and other new people!
  • Grocery shopping
  • Nice to hang around with Rachel when she’s off of work

I felt rad

πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ ✈️ 🌞
  • Took a week off of journaling because I traveled to the Berkshires to be with Rachel’s family
  • Lots of outdoors time, lots of time around Johnathan, lots of Judaism ✑️
  • Rachel headed back to the city early to do jury duty and I stayed a little longer to have a Boy’s Dayℒ️ with Johnathan. We went to a diner, did a walk, shopped a bit and then saw The Holdovers. It was a blasty blast!
  • Drove back into the city for the first time, was a fun experience to do it outside of rush hour

I felt rad

πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ ✈️ 🌞
  • Took a week off of journaling because I traveled to the Berkshires to be with Rachel’s family
  • Lots of outdoors time, lots of time around Johnathan, lots of Judaism ✑️
  • Rachel headed back to the city early to do jury duty and I stayed a little longer to have a Boy’s Dayℒ️ with Johnathan. We went to a diner, did a walk, shopped a bit and then saw The Holdovers. It was a blasty blast!
  • Drove back into the city for the first time, was a fun experience to do it outside of rush hour

I felt rad

πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ 🍜 🌿 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’» 🌞
  • Accepted a job offer! Paperwork still needs to be signed, so no names yet, but I think I think it’s wild that I finished this off with a 1 application, 1 offer, 1 acceptance flow.
  • Went to a Code Nation networking event and met a few Astorians that I rode the train back with and got a drink.

I felt rad

πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ 🍜 🌿 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’» 🌞
  • Accepted a job offer! Paperwork still needs to be signed, so no names yet, but I think I think it’s wild that I finished this off with a 1 application, 1 offer, 1 acceptance flow.
  • Went to a Code Nation networking event and met a few Astorians that I rode the train back with and got a drink.

I felt rad

πŸ“Ί πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ•Ή 🌿 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’» πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ
  • Made a delicious bean dish for lunch
  • Enjoyed yet another day of funemployment. Worked on Advent of Code + some side project stuff that I want to put a bow on.

I felt rad

πŸ“Ί πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ•Ή 🌿 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’» πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ
  • Made a delicious bean dish for lunch
  • Enjoyed yet another day of funemployment. Worked on Advent of Code + some side project stuff that I want to put a bow on.

I felt good

πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ 🍜 🌿 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’»
  • Birthday! Went to a comedy show and had a birthday cocktail. Talked to my family. Not a big deal, but I did get to reflect on another year.
  • Made French Onion Soup biscuits, very tasty, but just a lil dry.

I felt good

πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ 🍜 🌿 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’»
  • Birthday! Went to a comedy show and had a birthday cocktail. Talked to my family. Not a big deal, but I did get to reflect on another year.
  • Made French Onion Soup biscuits, very tasty, but just a lil dry.

I felt good

πŸ₯© 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Missed a sandwich club meetup, still got to move around Manhattan a bit
  • Struggled with a Saturday gym class. Hate going there on the weekend, I’m firmly a 7am on a weekday fellow.

I felt good

πŸ₯© 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Missed a sandwich club meetup, still got to move around Manhattan a bit
  • Struggled with a Saturday gym class. Hate going there on the weekend, I’m firmly a 7am on a weekday fellow.

I felt rad

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ 🍜 πŸ“š 🌞
  • Funemployment, day 4
  • Might have landed a job already??
  • First day of Advent of Code was easy and fun
  • Gym was fun, read a book at a bar, and got a slick hair cut.

I felt rad

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ 🍜 πŸ“š 🌞
  • Funemployment, day 4
  • Might have landed a job already??
  • First day of Advent of Code was easy and fun
  • Gym was fun, read a book at a bar, and got a slick hair cut.

I felt rad

πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ 🍜 πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Funemployment, day 3
  • Woke up very late cause it was a late night last night.
  • Had an improv class that was super fun. It was nice to be in the moment.
  • Too my time making dinner. Went to Eatly to pick up orzo and guanciale for an orzo carbonara, which was prepared as Rachel got home and we had a lil dinner together.

I felt rad

πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ 🍜 πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Funemployment, day 3
  • Woke up very late cause it was a late night last night.
  • Had an improv class that was super fun. It was nice to be in the moment.
  • Too my time making dinner. Went to Eatly to pick up orzo and guanciale for an orzo carbonara, which was prepared as Rachel got home and we had a lil dinner together.

I felt rad

πŸ₯© πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Funemployment, Day 2
  • Struggled with split squats at the gym. I need forgive myself more easily when I’m learning new gym things.
  • Spent the day in Brooklyn. Walked the length of Prospect Park, got lunch at Ras Plant Based, went to Judaica store, saw the Jay Z exhibit at the Brooklyn library, read for a few hours and then played chess late into the night with Kory. All around great day!

I felt rad

πŸ₯© πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Funemployment, Day 2
  • Struggled with split squats at the gym. I need forgive myself more easily when I’m learning new gym things.
  • Spent the day in Brooklyn. Walked the length of Prospect Park, got lunch at Ras Plant Based, went to Judaica store, saw the Jay Z exhibit at the Brooklyn library, read for a few hours and then played chess late into the night with Kory. All around great day!

I felt rad

πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’» πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Funemployment, Day 1
  • Did some fun coding around syncing shell history to all machines
  • Met up with Alex to catch up, so happy to hear he got married and is doing well!
  • Went to a lock picking meetup at Hack Manhattan. Sadly, the lock picker didn’t show up so I didn’t get to learn anything BUT it’s a cool space and I should do some thinking if I want to make something there.

I felt rad

πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’» πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Funemployment, Day 1
  • Did some fun coding around syncing shell history to all machines
  • Met up with Alex to catch up, so happy to hear he got married and is doing well!
  • Went to a lock picking meetup at Hack Manhattan. Sadly, the lock picker didn’t show up so I didn’t get to learn anything BUT it’s a cool space and I should do some thinking if I want to make something there.

I felt good

🏚 🍜
  • Last day of work at Chord. Felt like the last day of camp. Lots of goodbye calls and I cried a little bit. But, this is for the best and I’m looking to an action packed month of funemployment before searching in January.

I felt good

🏚 🍜
  • Last day of work at Chord. Felt like the last day of camp. Lots of goodbye calls and I cried a little bit. But, this is for the best and I’m looking to an action packed month of funemployment before searching in January.

I felt rad

πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί 🍜 πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’»
  • Lazy day where I did some fun coding. Getting that Astro component where it needs to be!
  • Tomorrow is my last day of work, gonna be like the end of camp πŸ₯²

I felt rad

πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί 🍜 πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’»
  • Lazy day where I did some fun coding. Getting that Astro component where it needs to be!
  • Tomorrow is my last day of work, gonna be like the end of camp πŸ₯²

I felt rad

πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Went to Mt Kisco to meetup with my sister and her wife! Ate at the Mt Kisco Diner, got Cinnamon Toast Crunch French toast, so tasty. We wandered around for a bit and did some shopping. It’s so nice that they live closer to us now.
  • OSU lost but it didn’t bring me down. Still watched some great football on the way home.

I felt rad

πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ 🌞
  • Went to Mt Kisco to meetup with my sister and her wife! Ate at the Mt Kisco Diner, got Cinnamon Toast Crunch French toast, so tasty. We wandered around for a bit and did some shopping. It’s so nice that they live closer to us now.
  • OSU lost but it didn’t bring me down. Still watched some great football on the way home.

I felt rad

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ
  • Friendgiving! Made a whole turkey with the fixings that turned out close to perfect! Carving a turkey is hard tho. Olivia, Anjie and Erwin came over and it was nice to see them.

I felt rad

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ“Ί πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ
  • Friendgiving! Made a whole turkey with the fixings that turned out close to perfect! Carving a turkey is hard tho. Olivia, Anjie and Erwin came over and it was nice to see them.

I felt good

πŸ₯© 🧹 πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ₯‘ 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ›’ 🌞
  • Prepared for the Friendsgiving tomorrow by cleaning and precooking
  • Watched the Please Don’t Destroy movie, how silly and fun

I felt good

πŸ₯© 🧹 πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸ₯‘ 🍜 πŸ’†β€β™‚οΈ πŸ›’ 🌞
  • Prepared for the Friendsgiving tomorrow by cleaning and precooking
  • Watched the Please Don’t Destroy movie, how silly and fun

I felt meh

🏚 πŸ•Ή πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ
  • Last day of work before Thanksgiving slowness.
  • Binged all of the β€œYou Didn’t See Nothin” podcast. Such an interesting narrative and story.

I felt meh

🏚 πŸ•Ή πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ
  • Last day of work before Thanksgiving slowness.
  • Binged all of the β€œYou Didn’t See Nothin” podcast. Such an interesting narrative and story.

I felt good

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ
  • Wrapped up my last big PR at work, now to document and wrap up some stuff.
  • Made Korean fire chicken for dinner BUT I forgot to make rice so it was too spicy with rice to cut it
  • Woken up by Pager Duty at 2am, fun fun fun

I felt good

🏚 πŸ₯© πŸ§‘β€πŸ³ πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈ
  • Wrapped up my last big PR at work, now to document and wrap up some stuff.
  • Made Korean fire chicken for dinner BUT I forgot to make rice so it was too spicy with rice to cut it
  • Woken up by Pager Duty at 2am, fun fun fun

I felt meh

🏚 πŸ‘¨β€πŸ’»
  • Leftover soups made my guts go nuts
  • Work was a slog, but we’re getting to the end in a week
  • Things in the job search market are looking relatively positive compared to Q1
  • Refactored the astro-fontaine package to a point where I can share it soon on their integrations page